Tressa Middleton was overjoyed to welcome her baby daughter Arihanna last October with fiancé Darren Young.
But for Tressa, 24, there’s one thing missing – and that’s her firstborn daughter who she gave birth to aged 12 and was forced to put up for adoption when she was two years old.
The father of Tressa’s baby was her older brother who had raped her when he was 16 and she was just 11 years old.
And although Tressa revealed to the Daily Mirror that she felt “pure joy the moment Arihanna was born,” her happiness is marred by the fact that her two children will not know each other.
She told the publication: “I feel guilty, because Arihanna is with me and my older daughter is not. She’s still the first thing I think about every morning and the last thing at night.
“I love her so much. I can’t be properly happy without her. It breaks my heart Arihanna will grow up without knowing her big sister.”
Tressa, who previously suffered from alcohol and drug addictions, has turned everything around for her newborn daughter who she shares with Darren, 31.
She now hopes that one day her two daughters may come face to face, telling the publication: “I really hope that one day they can meet. It would mean the world to me.”